Up before dawn. Yesterday’s ups started early, too. Sleepy thoughts lingered a while. But I let a friend’s early morning counsel recede quickly, and, like the cock’s third alarm, it returned to reveal my ingratitude and the longer, narrower road required. God bless him. I hope I do as well.
Learning to live meaningfully in an environment not yet revealed likely occurs in bits – fragments of awareness serendipitously coinciding with the in-plain-sight shifts many observe only when, accumulated, they move markets, elections, downloads or forest fires. Fifty-word glimpses of flames that suddenly shrink to the wick or breathe especially tall.
Thursday, April 28, 2011
Tuesday, April 26, 2011
Around the block
As William Schaefer’s coffin and entourage circled Baltimore, Norah’s image lay boxed in the gallery, and the layer between my heart and skin seized up. Exercising all week, old losses, present unknowns, muscles building or tearing? The Times reported, “he cared.” May the shopper in my town write, “she helped.”
Saturday, April 23, 2011
Almost perfect
I’m planning menus (Sunday dinner and Friday’s royal wedding brunch), an ice-cream truck in the neighborhood is playing “O When the Saints Go Marching In,” and two cardinals and a squirrel are skittering around just outside my window. Except for the unwieldy swamp-bush-duck-blind menacing the driveway, all is well here.
Friday, April 22, 2011
An Earth Day hue on this Good Friday
Robert’s shade – the temporary patina of blueberries, “the mist of the breath of the wind” – and this morning’s rain painted the receding branch of my sourwood with a starling’s iridescence and made my third cup of coffee darker and more delicious than the first. This lonesome aching may well pass.
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